It's been a while...

Dear diary,
it's been a while that i abandoned u & left u behind...
seems like there were a lot of things i need to share
but it was my fault that i always forget that here's the place for me to express my feelings...

Okay...
I did updated my posts until my Valentine's day with Ray Dear
after that my birthday, Ray dear's birthday, our 1st family trip, etc
Wow...seems like a lot to go...
I think i better update the posts one by one since there were really memorable moments for me...

And I've decided to start over my small business. All the while i'm really interested on apparels on trend. I can be a super duper impulsive buyer where i can even stay home and shop. Sometimes we stay home to prevent us from going out and see something u like and u just impulsively buy it. But now i still spoil my money at home... FML!!! But i've found a way to ease the hole of my wallet. That's doing online pre-order selling through my fb. Since everyone knews that i love dressing up myself, why not share some good tips with them?! Besides that, i also can earn for my buying. LOL!!!

It's also another way to kill my time off at home besides watching drama series...

So, since i've made my decision...please say good luck to me!!!



-XOXO-

我回來了!!!

遺棄這裡兩三個月了
現在終於重出江湖...
是時候要讓自己的blog alive起來!!!
敬請期待下則的post~~

I'm back!!!

Yes!!! I'm back from holiday and have to pack up my mood for a whole new year!!! 

Holidays ended, Money spent. So what's next??

I haven't ready yet. OMG!!! I'm still in holiday mood. Can someone tune my mood back to working life??? 

Alright. Will upload new post very soon. Stay tune!!!

2012 resolution

Happy new year!!!! Wish everyone has a great one with their loved ones and have a fruitful year 2012 ahead!!!

Finally i changed my blog background. Previous one i used red hearts background and for me it was the mysterious. This year i want to bling up my blog so i choose pink glitter.

Time for my 2012 resolution. 

1. SAVE MONEY. I set target for myself is 10k. Hope i can make it and don't be a failure like last year 2011.
2. HIT THE TARGET!!! Same as last year of cause. I will try my best in my job & hit all MTD & YTD. Gambateh!
3. Buy daddy mummy another trip for next year. I will aim for nearer place 1st. haha!!! Because have to accomplish the 1st resolution.
4. This year no big big trip. Except the coming Taipei trip with family & small small trip to Bkk/Sg. (Have to save money!!!)
5. Have my HPV vaccination. Because i always said want to get the vaccination and until now haven't do it yet. So must do it by this year.
6. Clear 50% of my total debts. This is what i have to do it!!!
7. Clean up my closet and donate those i don't want. Cut down impulsive buying. Maybe i should set up a pre-loved album in fb to sell off my impulsive buying or the un-wear items.
8. Plan for our future. Yeap! It's the time plan for Ray Dear and my future. I'm not that young anymore and hope can have our family planning. 
9. For this whole year 2012 only can buy 1 bag. Limit myself on buying branded designer bag. Haha!!! This is to make sure myself for savings.
10. Swim once every week and gym once every week. Stay healthy lifestyle!
11. Stay slim FOREVER!!! Have to keep myself slim and be cautious on my vital measurement. Haha!!! I don't want now slim down and then be uncontrolled and gain back again!
12. Do something big & impressive!!! I have no idea about it yet. Hahaha!!!

2011回顧

今天是2011的最後一天, 還有不到六個小時就是新的一年了. 大家有沒有新的計畫呢?? 

回首今年, 對我來說算是個很豐滿的一年, 也發生了很多很多的事情...

工作方面: 

算是進了一家滿有人情味的公司啦... 福利還滿好的, 雖然不像那些大公司會用高薪聘請, 但是也不會因為最後太壓力頂不順走人. 只是同事相處之間就要再琢磨琢磨一下, 因為出來社會不會再像以前讀書時那樣容易找到知心朋友... 而且對我來說, 沒有一家最好的公司, 只是看自己能不能夠生存下來...

愛情方面:

當然很順利...不用多說啦~~!!! 已經在穩定時期, 但是還是要保持甜蜜的新鮮感唷~~!!! 對我現在的年齡來說, 是時候要安定下來了...希望我的他看到會快快努力賺錢娶我啦!!! *超不要臉的*

朋友方面:

一直以來, 我自己抱著的心態就是"我只緊張我在乎的人". 不值得的, 我真的會不當一回事. 今年裡, 也讓我學到了人與人相處的方式, 我知道我這套不是每個人都管用. 只是久了會覺得, 妳對人家好, 人家不一定會領情. 而且也不是每個人都會掏心掏肺的對待人, 這些人就只能夠在"Hi-Bye friend"的名單, 所以謝謝真正珍惜我的朋友!!!

錢財方面:

一個字 "FAIL"!!! 我真的要好好檢討自己... 出來工作幾年了, 好像沒什麼儲蓄, 真的很失敗!!! 所以新的一年要好好開始自己的儲蓄計畫, 不要讓自己醬失敗...

家人方面:

其實也還好, 只是希望自己能夠快快獨立然後support家人.在家裡做最大的, 有時候很壓力, 很怕沒有能力幫到自己家人.

還有什麼沒寫的...好啦~!!! 今年發生了很多事, 有開心的有淚水的...很難全部都寫下來...但是這一年讓我學習很多, 對人處事是其中一個, 還有我的儲蓄計畫, etc. 就因為這樣, 讓我更要珍惜現在所擁有的一切, 不要讓自己在新的一年有遺憾...

讓自己完美的對自己的2011畫上漂亮的句點...

Christmas present for myself

Actually i didn't plan to get myself anything for this Christmas, but out of sudden, the things i bought considered as my Christmas present lar! LOL!!! 

 1st thing i get for myself in this Christmas: My White Toshiba laptop!!!

The pinky Dell already accompany for 3years plus and now she gonna retire and serve me no more. Lately i found her very "disobedient" cos always shut down itself when i was still using it, and suddenly will restart again itself. I knew her time is coming but i didn't expect it was so soon.

That night i was using it to watch drama in Funshion.com. Suddenly it shut down and restart but there was an error and make it can't restart properly. Then i gave up and took it to the computer repair shop. It's the motherboard problem. OMG!!! If repair then need few hundreds and maybe it will not be fixed also. I rather buy a new laptop then. After some sort of surveys, finally i decided to get Toshiba. Nowadays the laptop are cheaper than 3-4 years ago. I think i bought my 1st Hyundai laptop for almost 4000 and now most of the mid range laptop cost around 2000 plus. And i need the laptop for my drama & movie session and online surfing session only so i decided to get a mid range but the processor can tahan longer one. So, i bring this Toshiba white baby home. 

2nd thing i get for myself in this Christmas: My Pink Fuji Instax Mini 7s!!!

I wanted it for sooooooo long d!!! Finally i got it!!! Actually i decided to buy it very long ago, but keep survey here n there for cheaper price. And sometimes very "kedekut" on spending few hundred for it. And now finally i spend on it!!! I must use it and take many nice Polaroid photos in coming CNY!!! And the deal i got for it is RM380 including 5packs of Instax film. So i no need go n buy for this moment. 

I know i spend a lot on this Christmas. And somemore it's year end!!! Have to shop for CNY which falls on next month also. Time to save money!!! 

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XOXO

It's christmas!!!

Christmas is a round the corner!!! And this is my most fav season n the whole year!!! I love Christmas song, Christmas decoration and of cause Christmas presents!!!

This year i've found my fav latest christmas album from Michael Buble & the SM town winter album 2011!!! The songs are awesome and i can non-stop listen repeat and repeat inside my car during i'm driving.

The decoration of the shopping malls in KL. But too bad i haven't been to 1 Utama shopping mall yet.

This year no big plan for christmas celebration. Because as usual the clubs will be packed and fulled!!! The area around the clubs sure will be jam jam jam... Actually Ray Dear did plan to go Singapore for christmas and visit Hui Lee them. But our plan failed as there will also be massive jam in Singapore and damn expensive!!! So what do you think to do in this christmas? 

Our friends -- Sean & Mei Mei they doing their house warming for new house and they will also celebrating their baby girl 1st year old birthday. And so we decide to join them and oh ya... we didn't plan the ex-change gift session, too bad, it's too late! :(

Oh ya, Ray Dear and me decided to set up Christmas tree at our home! So great as since we grown up and not staying with daddy mummy i got no chance to set up my own Christmas tree. I used to love to set up Christmas tree at home with daddy! 

What Christmas gift i buy for my dear? Deng Deng Deng~~~ I will show it after he unwrap the present. As this year we want save money money because CNY is coming and Valentines' day also coming. And our Christmas gift for each other is a surprise. I can't wait him to see what i bought for him as it's very useful for him and he need it for quite a while d. But for mine, i already暗示暗示 him d but don't know whether his potato brain get the hint or not. LOL!!! So i will sit down and wait for my present. For Blushie & MeiMei Christmas gift i bought them the Christmas Santa costumes!!! And i will go and search for new collar for them too~!!!

Alright! It's Christmas eve today and wish everyone have a Merry Merry Christmas and spend the precious great moment with the peoples u loved!

Once again, Merry Christmas!!!


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XOXO

2011 studio shoot with Elton

Yo!!!

i knew i'm not the xiao mei mei anymore...

just wanna store some memories for my future reviews

it's what people said趁年輕的時候就去做...

為自己留下美好的回憶

this is what i want...

my fav photographer aka brother Elton of cause will be the one who shoot for me...

although here's only 2 edited photos by him

i will get others copy and post up soon :)

Let me think about next up-coming 2012 shooting theme for me...

any idea???

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XOXO

It's November already...

It's almost end of the year...

it's November already...

how ya doing dude??

 I'm still surviving...

As early in this year i did my resolution for this year 2011

and here comes the list on what i've accomplished... 

1. Save more than RM10k. (i don't want to stress myself for save more than RM50k because RM10k i already very hard for me to achieve...don't want be so kiasu) This one so far i'm very farrrr from the target savings...omg!!!!i think i can't make it :(
2. Maintain my weight at 40kg & want to have more better body shape & B*eherm*. (it's all depends on my Easecox corset)   Yay!!!B is obviously showing results...the body shape actually achieved...but after my暴飲暴食the fats come back again...so now i'm gonna look for other solution... weight i don't dare to measure 1st...hahahaha
3. Get my job confirmation in 6months. (i started my job since October 2010) DONE!!!!
4. Renovate Re-decorate the house with my Ray Dear. (have to start on surveying new furnitures) This one i considered half accomplish...think gonna have this resolution in 2012 again...
5. Buy daddy & mummy a trip. (have to let them plan their holidays) ACCOMPLISHED!!! next year family trip to Taipei!!!
6. Do something very BIG! (have no idea yet...let me think) Until now haven't do something very BIG yet...
7. Clear up all the debts. (no matter PTPTN, credit cards, etc) This one also consider 50% accomplished... because totally up i've cut off 1 credit card...the other card debts still there...and paying PTPTN thru my salary...
8. I wanna be grandma. (let Blushie get married & get pregnant) NOT YET...bacause Blushie had accident on her limbs & just recovered from surgery not long ago...捨不得let her so fast get pregnant so 辛苦 >"<
9. Get a dream bag. (aiming for new target...) Erm...this year bought 3 bags in total...1 LV Vernis Bellevue + 1 MiuMiu matelasse clutch + 1 Prada bag
10. Hit all the sales. ( HIT = $$$ ) not 100% hit but mostly got hit larrr...so consider accomplished???
11. Start to cook homecook meal at home. (at least twice per week) Errr...this one i think i give myself 30% because most of the time homecook done by Ray Dear bro's gf...i've 無頂企...plus i love to cook but don't like dish wash...Ray Dear lazy dish wash so very less cook at home...
12. Start healthy diet. (if possible, avoid those fatty food) Oklarr...i considered myself done this as i've cut off lots of greasy fatty food...such as KFC, McD, etc.

Ok...still have 1 and half month to go for 2011...

time to go for a new great year...

have a blessed one

XOXO 

誰比較痛？

轉身的那一刻

到底是誰傷的比較重？

這個圖我看著發獃了半天

好似看懂，又沒看懂

女人走了，可是心沒有了

雖然受傷拿著刀子，卻也是傷害了自己

男人心還在，卻沒有了身體

這樣，露在外邊的心，會涼麼……

誰比較痛？還重要麼？

Nasi Lemak 2.0 night!!!

Just went to watch Malaysian-made movie by Namewee -- Nasi Lemak 2.0
I'm quite like the story line
cos it's talking about what happening in Malaysia nowadays...

Alright...
Let's talk about my look of the night
What I'm wearing...
White top from Bershka
High waisted short from Topshop
High dunk shoes from Adidas
LV PM Palermo bag
Gold watch from Casio

Ok...that's all...
Thanks!!!

My lookbook

 Saw people posting their look in blog

Make me think I wanna have such post too...

Cos u can share the look of the day

and also I can mix & match for my own style...

Sharing what we have as fashion is a never ending story...

Happy 3rd year anniversary!!!♥♥♥

My dear...

Happy 3rd year anniversary!!!!♥

blame on me...

i'm not a 100% perfect girlfriend...

i've totally forgot about this date

and thanks for ur warm reminder...

I feel so great that i have u with me...

accompany me for such a long journey...

and i believe that we will walk until the end of journey

u make me feel like i'm the happiest girl in the world

although u are not the mighty one that own everything

but u will give me everything u have

u fulfill my life...

maybe i'm not the greatest girlfriend nor perfect wifey

but i will try my best to give u anything u want

i know that everything can be done &amp; completed when there's u with me

i do always love u...

with all my heart &amp; my whole life...

Love u till the end...♥♥♥

Happy birthday to me ♥

After came back from China trip

the next weekend was my birthday...

so sorry haven't update anything yet...

It's just a small post about my birthday

the detail post will post up soon after i edit all the photos...

bu-bye~~!!!♥

Daddy coming to KL ♥

Actually daddy was coming for 清明掃墓

my parents are not Sabahan

they are West M'sian actually...

daddy is from KL & mummy from Penang

so every year daddy will come KL for 清明掃墓

I've made myself free to accompany daddy when he was here

i miss him so much♥

i know i'm not a good girl

since CNY holiday back to KK until now i haven't go back yet

blame me :(

Spent some time with dear daddy

brought him to Jln Alor for the infamous 宮保田雞粥& some thai food

then i knew daddy love massage

so brought daddy went to the Thai massage recommended by CC & Mandy

-- Tropical Spa

 the massage not so expensive and massaged by Thai ppl

the full body Thai massage is RM60 per person

for first time trial i was quite satisfied...

 will bring my RayDear go and try again...

 After that daddy stay at my hse

cos he wanted to visit Blushie & MeiMei

daddy had a great time with Blushie & MeiMei

The next day

brought daddy go lunch at 天天來苦瓜湯 Kuchai Lama

ZunZun request to bring daddy here...

 after lunch we went for Snowflakes!!!

After dessert with daddy

we went back to ZunZun's hse for rest

then wait for Ray Dear came and join us 

then we fetch daddy to KL Sentral

daddy fly back to KK at nite...

Goodbye daddy!!!

miss u and love u!!!♥

oh ya

attached the address of Tropical Spa:

29-31, Jalan Tengkat Tong Shin,

50200, Kuala Lumpur
Tel: +603-21482666

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XOXO

I don't want to be alone!!!

I HATE U I HATE U I HATE U!!!!!!

i hate u because of u have no intention to celebrate my birthday with me!!!!!

Actually u told me that ur company trip to Aussie with crash with my bday

although u haven't confirm everything

i thought u will try ur best to check out & arrange for it

just because of my bday

U didn't do anything

u just let it be

just tell me everything already confirmed and can't make change

u never put ur effort to work thing out

this is why I HATE U!!!

I knew it will be hard to make change once everything confirmed

but why can't u find out and check out the schedule

if really crash the date of my bday

then u can reuqest to make change and come home on time

All u did is just last minute work

wait until people confirm to u

then u only ask whether can make changes or not

of cos can't larrr!!!!!

I HATE U that u make me be alone to celebrate my birthday!!!!

i knew i have friends that will be with me for my birthday

but u are the special one that must be here with me

The countdown to my birthday is only 24days

on my previous birthday

i will think about how to celebrate my bday 1-2months earlier

but this year

i totally have no idea

cos u are not there with me

and i have out of idea how to organise my bday party...

Welcome our new family member

Hahahaha!!!

firstly, i felt that i'm so bias about Blushie...

actually there is a new member in our house now

it's one of Phoebe's new baby gal

Phoebe was given birth 2nd time

this time got 4babies -- 2 boys & 2 gals

my RayDear planned to sell all the babies as his parents don't wanna keep so many dogs at home

2 already enough *Didi & Phoebe*

so we brought the babies to petshop for sell...

Then RayDear's brother saw one of the babies

he wanna keep for himself

it's why now my house got a new member...

i'm not the 貪新忘久person

i'm still into Blushie and she's my命根

And u can say that i'm bias towards Blushie...

hahahaha!!!

nolarrr...actually the baby shih tzu is quite cute

she's so noisy and keep "crying" when we put her into the pen

then once come out will be very happy & wont make noises

But u know lar

how hard have to start to train a puppy from beginning

this is why i hate cos the new puppy will pee pee and poo poo everywhere

and everyone knew that shih tzu is very "keras kepala" one...

they will do whatever they want even u stop them from doing it

haizzzz...headache!!!!

But she's very adorable when u see her walk around u and manja manja...

especially when u play with her and she like to look at u very innoncently

so damn CUTE!!!!

we named her "Mei-Mei"...

it's by RayDear's bro...

he said is because she's Blushie little sister...hahahaha!!!what a funny reason...

i used to called her鐘無艷

cos her face got half white color & half black color...

Actually she's quite intelligent now as she follow what Blushie did

like poo poo & pee pee at the balcony...

and she will scare n act innocently when u scold her...

her innocent face very funny and make ur heart soften

But one thing i hate her is --

She really likes to BITE things!!!!

bite bite bite!!!!

she's really a DESTROY QUEEN!!!!

sometimes Blushie will follow her BAD habit that pee pee inside the living room

OMG!!!!上梁不正下梁歪...

tsk tsk tsk!!!!

here's her cute video clip:

Dak Dong Qiang!!!!

I suppose to write a pre-CNY post...

but now it's too late...

so i'm not gonna write it d...

Since it's already in CNY

and i'm also already back from KK...

so just write how i feel for this CNY...

Alrite...

recently i'm so into CNY songs...

cos here in KL has already no CNY feel

so have to find the feel myself...

and just listen to the CNY songs from radio.fm

CNY songs make me feel like i'm sooo near to KK home sweet home d...

Too bad...

now i've ended my CNY holidays and have to come back to the track

pfffttt!!!can i just drown into the CNY mood forever and ever???

the answer is NO!!!

Now i shall clear my mind up 

clean up my lazy mood and start for the stressful life again...

it's time for me to scratch my head and look for FIGURE!!!

Okie...

i knew i still haven't post about my annual dinner...

give me a small "lazy" break then i will update it asap

At last,

Happy Chinese New Year to everyone!!!!♥

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XOXO

Counting down the day...

Tik Tok Tik Tok...

it's another 4 more days i will be in KK!!!

finally it's my holiday back home...

i miss my lovely home so much!!!

It's time for packing my luggage and go back

and it's the headache time to choose what to bring what not to bring...

i hope can bring my whole closet back...*day dreaming*

which shoes need to bring to match my CNY new clothes?

which clothes should i bring back to match the ocassion?

and which bag should i bring back to match my apparels?

hahah!!it's impossible to bring everything...

so it's time for me to start planning...

I feel like i'm getting older and older

previous CNY i'm sure very looking forward for Ang Pao session

feel very excited to go around bai nian and get Ang Pao

eventhough we go to some not-so-close friend's house bai nian

i also felt like it's ok as long as can get Ang Paos...

But now for me

how old am i?!

still not shame to go around peoples' house and get Ang Pao meh?!

if lucky i'm the one who give Ang Pao lor...right???

 somemore i'm not so interested to go around bai nian like little kids d...

just let the real kids do this thing larrr...

This time i must spend more time with my parents 

spend more time to find some long-time-no-see friends and attend some gatherings

and of cos mahjong & lami session XD

As an conclusion,
i share this song "Coming home by Diddy ft Skylar Grey"

P/S: i'm gonna post about my CNY pre-feeling & company annual dinner soon!!!wait me!!!

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XOXO