I don't want to be alone!!!

I HATE U I HATE U I HATE U!!!!!!

i hate u because of u have no intention to celebrate my birthday with me!!!!!

Actually u told me that ur company trip to Aussie with crash with my bday

although u haven't confirm everything

i thought u will try ur best to check out & arrange for it

just because of my bday

U didn't do anything

u just let it be

just tell me everything already confirmed and can't make change

u never put ur effort to work thing out

this is why I HATE U!!!

I knew it will be hard to make change once everything confirmed

but why can't u find out and check out the schedule

if really crash the date of my bday

then u can reuqest to make change and come home on time

All u did is just last minute work

wait until people confirm to u

then u only ask whether can make changes or not

of cos can't larrr!!!!!

I HATE U that u make me be alone to celebrate my birthday!!!!

i knew i have friends that will be with me for my birthday

but u are the special one that must be here with me

The countdown to my birthday is only 24days

on my previous birthday

i will think about how to celebrate my bday 1-2months earlier

but this year

i totally have no idea

cos u are not there with me

and i have out of idea how to organise my bday party...